Foam Glow 5K – Birmingham, AL (August 8, 2015)

Me (on the left) and Karla (on the right) crossing the finish line at the Foam Glow 5K - Birmingham, AL
Me (on the left) and Karla (on the right) crossing the finish line at the Foam Glow 5K – Birmingham, AL

Race: Foam Glow 5K

Place: Birmingham, Alabama

Date: August 8, 2015

Time: 39:51

Everyone remembers their first 5K…or their first race for that matter.  It’s special.  You go in with your own goals and expectations, not exactly sure what to expect, and not exactly sure how you’ll do when all is said and done.  The first race is an important one, I believe – no matter what distance it is.

Just before I got my go-ahead to return to running, I found out via a phone call that my sister had taken up running.  She goes out a couple times a week with her Couch25K program and her group of ladies…and runs.  She will tell you she’s not fast…and she struggles…but she loves the company and the way she feels (despite some knee issues, which I helped clear up with KT Tape and getting her into proper shoes!) after she runs.  She was training for a 5K with her friends.  YAY!  The only thing that was difficult for her was that she’d be pretty much running it on her own.  Her pace is a little more deliberate than the girls she runs with, so she is often left to run on her own on training runs, and the race night would be the same.

When I got cleared to run, it also turned out the race coincided with a weekend where I had nothing else planned.  And so…I talked it over with her, signed up for the race, and made arrangements to be in Birmingham to run WITH her at the race.  I gave her the rules…her race, her pace.  I’d stick by her side the entire time.  She was more than okay with this.  And, just to be cutesy, we started working on matching running outfits so we could be twinsies too!  She ordered the shirt and I picked up matching shorts, knee-high socks, and said she had to have pigtails in, as that is the hairstyle I am best known for when I run.  HA!

So, in the weeks leading up to the 5K, I was slowly adding on the minutes, then the miles to my runs.  I had topped out at 7 miles in my friend’s very flat neighborhood the weekend before, and was a little sore afterwards, but nothing that really slowed me down.  After work on Friday, I grabbed dinner (gluten-free peanut butter & jelly with grapes and a piece of dark chocolate) to eat on the road, and the roomie and I piled into the car (which was stuffed with my mountain bike that was just sitting on my balcony and that my sister could get some use out of) and made the trek down to Birmingham, Alabama…arriving a little later than planned (it took the roomie 30 minutes to use the bathroom at a gas station, I kid you not!), but getting in.  Of course, I was up late just getting caught up with my parents (my mom had just recently broken her hand), but we were all winding down regardless.  I climbed into bed around 11 p.m. CST (that’s midnight my time!) and set an alarm on my phone to wake me up at 5 a.m. so that I could get dressed, stretch, eat a little something and then get outside as it was getting light out to fit in the 8 miles ahead of the 5K that my coach had me scheduled to run.

I did just that…and it wasn’t easy.  My parents’ neighborhood is just…HILLS!!  So, I ran the first two miles easy and got warmed up, then wound my way through their neighborhood up to the walking trail.  And there was where a majority of the run took place.  Just as I was cresting the top of the start point, I heard a rumble, which, I thought might be thunder, but I was so close to the road, it could have been a car too.  I figured it was a car…and I was off.

I was also wrong.  It was thunder.  And rain soon followed.  And I was, quite literally, in the middle of nowhere, on this paved path that ran through Helena, Alabama.  There is something about me running at my parents house and having it rain on me.  It happens…all the time.  Must be the Frankfort (Kentucky) affect.  And if you don’t get that reference, you haven’t been reading my blog long enough (it storms/rains/precipitates every time I run in Frankfort, KY).  So, I kept going, made it back to the start, and was greeted with a gorgeous rainbow flying high over a church.  It was awesome.  And I took a picture before winding my way back to their house for the last mile of my run.  I ducked inside, took a shower, ate some breakfast, stretched…and then my sister came over with her kiddliewinks.

And it all got chaotic and fun.  Karla (that’s my sis, btw) and her boys all tried the gluten-free strawberry breakfast cake I brought with me (my parents devoured it too!)…then we made a run to the grocery store for some necessities for the race and for lunch.  Back home, where we got everyone ready to go and eat lunch at my roommate’s favorite spot, The Depot, in Pelham, Alabama.  My mom and I had veggie burgers we prepared at home with some gluten-free pretzels.  It was the big meal of the day as the race was at night and I didn’t want to run on a full belly.  After lunch, my dad, Cathy and I hit up 2nd & Charles (bookstore), then made our way back to the house so that Karla and I could start getting dressed.

And that’s when the rain returned.  Big monsoon as she and I climbed upstairs to my room to get into our matching running outfits.  We checked the weather and it looked like it was going to pass…so that was good.  After we got dressed, I put her hair in these tiny little pigtails, then did my own, strapped my Garmin onto my wrist, and we went downstairs so that Cathy could work some KT Tape magic on Karla’s troublesome knee.  This was where I got to play with the cutest baby girl…as my sister’s youngest isn’t quite 1 yet.

With everything in order, and Karla’s hubby (that’s Bryan…who once ran a 5K with me) told me he approved of the tight running pants I selected for his wife to wear, we were climbing into their car (as in Bryan, Karla, Cathy, the two boys, and me) to make the over an hour drive to Talladega Speedway, which is where the race was actually being held.  Well, we were dropping off vehicles at Cracker Barrel and then carpooling to Talladega.  The boys needed some dinner, so it was Happy Meals at McDonalds (Cathy got one too!), and then…to the parking area of the race.

The Sole Sisters...and no, we didn't actually plan to line up by shirt color. That just sort of happened!
The Sole Sisters…and no, we didn’t actually plan to line up by shirt color. That just sort of happened!

Parking was super-easy, but expensive.  A whole $10.  Really?!  Cathy footed the bill and Bryan got us parked right on the end of one of the rows.  It would make finding the car in the dark a whole lot easier, for sure.  We were some of the first ones here, as in of the group of ladies running, all of whom my sister trains with at some point.  Two others were there before us, and Karla got us to where they were and introduced me to them.  So, now I knew Margie and Lauren…(and yes, we were asked if we were twins!) and the rest were all a blur as they all began to arrive prior to the start.  My sister and I decided to eat our protein bars early (that was our dinner), and split one if we got hungry between then and race time.  After I devoured my bar, I actually got to meet up with a friend of mine (who I used to work with), Julie Hayes, who was walking the 5K with a friend of hers.

As the rest of the group arrived, along with the ring leader, Jenn, we departed for group shots and then…the most important part…hitting up the big foam pit.

Yep…after all…this was the Foam Glow 5K.  And you can’t have a Foam Glow 5K without foam and blacklights.  The sun was only just beginning to set, so the blacklights weren’t on yet…but the foam was being shot out these giant cannons.  It was a lot of fun, stepping inside the staging area and just getting blasted with this soapy, foamy mess.  The kids (most of the ladies brought their families!) absolutely LOVED it.  I loved it.  What a blast.  After getting foamed up pretty good, it was back out to the group to get any last minute touches to our outfits.  Jenn gave each of us the little bright yellow stripes under our eyes.  We were now ready…for the race.

Until my sister’s 8 year old son went missing.  YIKES!!  He separated from the rest of the kids, who had all come running back to where we were from the foam.  Karla was, naturally, in a panic so I went to the foam pit to find him.  And I did, relatively quickly, getting him back over to his parents and saving the day!  With that bit of hysteria out of the way, Karla was now in a good place to enjoy her first 5K and her first race.  Whew.

And that was that…the sun had gone down…the wind had gone away, and the ladies in the crazy bright tank tops with the words, “We Don’t Sweat, We Glow!” on them all started toward the start area.  The race was going off in waves, it it felt like only 20 people were going at a time.  Once we got closer, we realized that wasn’t the case, but at least 10 waves went off ahead of us, and we were relatively close to the front.  Karla, myself and Margie were actually corralled ahead of the rest of our group, so we ducked under the rope and rejoined our group.  The group ahead of us was off…and we moved forward.

Karla looked so calm.  She was smiling.  She was joking around.  She was relaxed.  That was awesome.  And, then, with a small countdown…the emcees at the race sent off our wave.  And Karla was leading us off.  She fell right into the pace, getting a little sucked into a first start with all the excitement, but that’s fine.  That’s okay.  We hit the dark course and she looked like a pro, already dodging and weaving through any more deliberate runners or the walkers that went ahead of us.  I even told her she was already running like a pro.  And, to take her mind off of the task at hand, I would frequently bother her with inane questions about how she felt, how her pace felt, how her knee felt…

At one point, I thought that the race people were sending us up the stairs to the speedway itself, but it was just people doing photo-ops.  Karla kept us on course and we headed into what was going to be the first (of three) Foam Zones.  This was a bit refreshing as the night had grown humid and the wind had died.  So, the first one, we bounded through together and kept on trekking.  Karla asked about distance and my 1 mile beep went off on my watch.  I let her know that the beeps meant we hit a mile, so she had 2 more of them.  She didn’t look amused.

Me and Karla in the big Foam Pit following the Foam Glow 5K - Birmingham, AL
Me and Karla in the big Foam Pit following the Foam Glow 5K – Birmingham, AL

This course was not easy.  You pretty much get sent up a hill near the start, which is fine, but when it’s dark and you’re not expecting it…yeah.  Well, I was there with Karla to give her some hints about how to properly run hills (Lord knows I’ve run my share of them!), such as push off on your toes, power up them with your arms, and take shorter steps.  She listened and did really well.  And when we got to the top, I congratulated her on a job well done.  As we headed toward Mile 2, I hear “GO KAREN AND KARLA!” and it’s Julie!  We threw our hands up in the same way (not planned…twinsies, you know!)…and continued on.  At the halfway point, they were handing out water bottles.  I asked Karla if she wanted water and she shook her head and said she just wanted to keep going.  I snagged one just in case and we were back to bobbing and weaving and avoiding treacherous pavement on the dark path (seriously…some lights on the course would have been nice!).  We hit the second Foam Zone and Karla, putting safety above all, decided to walk through the soapy sludge.  Good call.  The instant she was through, she picked her pace back up and we continued on.  We were coming around the back part of the speedway, I think, and she slowed a little just to catch her breath.  I handed her the bottle of water and she took a sip.  Then, she passed it back, took a few breaths and picked her walk back up into a run.  She was really making me proud.  The second mile beeped on my watch.

One more mile.  I told her as much.  And the path seemed to be getting more treacherous.  Karla twisted her ankle twice, but kept on going.  I tripped on uneven pavement…but somehow, we were managing to stay on our feet.  We were hitting up the final Foam Zone, which we walked through again, and when she picked back up to her run, I knew we had to be getting close.  I checked my watch…and I figured from the pace she had been running that she had about six minutes left of the race.

“Six minutes,” I told her.  “You can do anything for six minutes, right?”

“YES!” she said.

I taught all the girls my Power Pose for the end of the race!  Foam Glow 5K...DONE!
I taught all the girls my Power Pose for the end of the race! Foam Glow 5K…DONE!

Jenn caught up to us as we were nearing the Mile 3 mark, giving Karla a firm smack on the ass.  We were so close.  I would give Karla minute increments on how much longer she had…and I heard some walkers repeat it.  They’d be out there a bit longer since they were walking (hehe).  I told Karla that when we saw the finish line, we were going to sprint for it and cross it together.  Well, I could hear the music at the finish, so we were definitely getting close.  With encouragement, Karla lifted her head and put on her game face, focusing on her form and getting to that finish line.  The blacklights were in view.  The music was pumping…and I reached out and took her hand.  For the last .1 miles, we ran together, holding hands, until we crossed that finish line.  I paused my Garmin and there it was…Karla’s first 5K race…her pace…DONE…in a fantastic 39:15.

I gave her a huge hug and told her how proud I was of her.  Those of us who were done stood around and took some fun pictures, drank lukewarm water, and just had a jolly good time.  We were waiting on the remainder of the group, and once they crossed…it was after party time.

The husbands and kids were already living it up at the after party.  Bryan was covered in foam when I saw him next.  And that was exactly where the rest of us were heading.  It was humid and hot and sticky, and the foam pit was cooling, a bit messy, a lot wet, and a whole lot of fun.  I have never been so soapy in my life…and I love a good lather as much as the next girl.  I hurt from smiling and laughing so much.  I’d get all this foam sprayed all over me…manage to shake it off and wipe it away, only to get plastered from another canon on the other side of the staging area.

Honestly…it was a blast.

And afterwards, as things were wrapping up, the ladies returned to the cooler where I had packed Pink Salad for everyone to enjoy as a treat post-race.  We were messy, soapy, and happy.  We enjoyed our refreshing treat, which Karla graciously scooped up for everyone, and then…we all departed to head home.  I had so much fun meeting these wonderful ladies who have drawn my sister into my world of running.

And I felt incredibly special to have been able to run her very first 5K with her.

Karla’s eldest son was spent, and he fell asleep on the way home, just after our gas station stop for some cold water.  Her youngest was playing his Nintendo DS, but he was fading.  As we pulled into Cracker Barrel, we said our goodbyes…and I once again told Karla how proud I was of her and how much fun I had.  I was leaving early Sunday morning to head back to Louisville…so this was our goodbye.

I have to say…despite the path not being lit, the crush of walkers with the runners, and the uneven pavement…despite all of that, I had such a great time.  Being able to run with my sister in her first race meant the world to me.  She told me, “I’m slow.”  And I told her…it didn’t matter.  All-in-all, she had a great pace, and looked like a natural out there.  I was truly blessed with the opportunity to see her through this run, meet the ladies who she goes out and runs with, and just have a fun experience that didn’t have me freaking out or tense prior to the start.  There is something to be said about doing things with people you love.

Karla…Thank you for letting me take part in the Foam Glow 5K with you and allowing me to accompany you on your very first 3.1 mile run.  Keep on running.  I am so proud of you and can’t wait to see how you improve and where this road takes you!!

Sunset, foam, and blacklights - FOAM GLOW 5K - Birmingham, AL
Sunset, foam, and blacklights – FOAM GLOW 5K – Birmingham, AL

Inside Out

Returning from an injury is a delicate balance of emotions.  Trust me…this isn’t my first time having to do so.  That being said, the torn hip labrum that I have been dealing with since January…has been the hardest to recover from, both physically and mentally.  The foot issues, I’ve worked through, but this injury has affected me on a deeper level.

Perhaps part of it is that after getting a Cortisone shot before the Boston Marathon and attempting to run 26.2 miles on a very newly diagnosed injury, and then having one of the worst and most painful runs of my life…running doesn’t come as easily for me.  In fact, I’d wager to say that I’m suffering from a little Post Traumatic Stress Disorder due to what I dealt with on the Boston Marathon course…not just the weather and the wind and the cold…but the paint too.

And now, even the thought of lacing up can leave me feeling paralyzed with terror.  Every anxiety I have ever felt toward this sport that I love flashes into my mind.  Sometimes I can’t breathe.  Sometimes I cry.  Sometimes I just let all the whispered doubts run across my mind and leave me feeling uncertain.

And all of this leaves me feeling exactly how I, personally, feel: scared, washed-up, incapable, weak, and miserable.

Running used to be my escape.  It would quiet my anxieties, help me focus, make me happy, keep me healthy, and help me maintain some semblance of sanity.  The torn hip labrum I was finally diagnosed with just days before Boston, has all but broken me since then.  This injury has left me fighting my inner emotions, trying to resist the need to scream and cry and just collapse.  It’s a daily struggle.  Ever day…every twinge of pain…it sets me back.  And it SUCKS!

I don’t like being afraid of one of the things I love the most in life.  It’s like every emotion in me is on a tripwire…and I never know from one moment to another which one is going to bubble over.  I hate living life like this…but as of now, I have to take everything day-to-day…and go by how I feel.

Not an easy thing, when you feel so messed up…so lost…so uncomfortable with…everything.  And those emotions…those voices inside my head…well…they aren’t much better…nor do they make it any easier…

JOY!
JOY!

You know, first and foremost…I do keep in mind that it could be worse.  I could have needed surgery on this injury (and, I admit it, at times I wonder if I’d recover better if I had actually had to have surgery).  I could have been out from running longer than the 7 months (save Boston) that I did no such running in that time period.  I reflect…I bask in the fact that…while I might be running at a pace I don’t like running…at least I AM running, which is way better than where I was prior to getting the okay.  So there’s that, right?  I’m not where I want to be, and nowhere near where I was…but I’m at least able to push through the discomfort and put in some miles.  That’s better than nothing…right?

SADNESS!
SADNESS!

My mom used to always tell me, “Baby, you don’t run, you fly.”  And, sadly, now I’m lucky if I crawl.  In fact…I went for a 14 mile run on Saturday at a very comfortable pace…quite deliberate…and still came out of it hurting for most of the rest of the day.  It is so disheartening…knowing where I was and seeing where I currently am.  And…wow…is it every frustrating.  I can’t even put into actual words the depth of sadness I feel when it takes me 10 minutes longer to run 5 miles than it used to.  Hell, sometimes it takes me 20 minutes longer.  Every time I finish a run and end up having even the slightest twinges of pain in my hip or leg is just another emotional setback.  It makes me rethink everything.  It makes me dread the next time…or the next mile.  I hate using the word slow…but when I used to kick out a 7:00/mile like it was nothing…and now can hardly hit 8:30/mile when pushing it, it just…well…it SUCKS!  And I love my friends…I love their accomplishments and their continued improvement…but it’s hard to not compare myself to where they are.  They’ve improved…I’ve fallen behind.  Again.  Sadness…depression…self-loathing…self-doubt.  Oh yeah…it’s there.  It’s real.  It’s a struggle.  I am always happy to see other excel and achieve great things…but a part of me breaks inside at their progress and my downward spiral.

DISGUST!
DISGUST!

There is nothing, my dearest friends, nothing harder than watching all your hard work get scrapped and having to start over at square one.  My Facebook feed, Twitter, and Instagram are filled with marathon training plans, new PRs, pushing past the limit and doing amazing things, and here I sit…literally…doing my best not to come apart at the seams by pushing too hard too fast.  Running at a 9:00/mile does not come easy for me.  Even worse, looking at my training run times now, knowing where I was last year, the year before…and comparing them…in my head…makes all of this even harder.  Will I ever run faster than 8:30/mile?  Will I win age division awards ever again?  Will I ever BQ at a marathon again?  Will I ever be described as fast?  There are moments when I’m running where I hate my pace, I hate my body, I hate everything about the run.  I don’t like the fact that can’t run faster, and that despite feeling effortless, I pay for every run for at least a few hours afterwards, especially if I don’t keep moving.  I don’t know how I’ll come out of my next marathon, my next half marathon, or my next race for that matter.  I don’t like having panic attacks before heading out for more than 5 miles.  I don’t like being afraid of running…but I am.  And I hate myself for it.

ANGER!
ANGER!

Of all the emotions…I think anger is the one that shows up the most, in various ways, mind you.  First of all, I’m angry that this even happened.  After running the Charleston Marathon back in January, I took ample time off for recovery.  Woke up one morning and BAM…back hurt.  Took more time off…and then…hip hurt.  So, this injury happened when I wasn’t running.  In fact, I wasn’t doing much of anything!!  It’s aggravating and frustrating!  I hate how long it took to diagnose the problem as it was.  The poking and prodding and guessing and physical therapy that did nothing to improve my situation prior to the Boston Marathon was beyond frustrating.  The medical bills are unending it seems, and each more expensive than the last.  I’m angry at myself…or my performance at Boston.  I hate my finishing time.  I hate that I had hypothermia.  I hate that I cried and walked most of the course because I hurt do damn much.  I hate that I had to make that run all by myself…even though I knew plenty of people who were running it.  Because I’ve given up races to see friends through theirs…and yet, no one would do the same for me.  I hate all the races I missed because of this injury and all the race fees I’ll never get back.  Waking up every morning and having that initial pain and stiffness in my leg is so disheartening.  Being able to walk but not run SUCKS.  Running and then hardly being able to walk afterwards SUCKS EVEN MORE!  The fact that this injury will NOT EVER heal itself makes me wonder if being in pain is just my new normal.  There is so much I am angry about when it comes to this injury.  And I keep it pent up for the most part.  I lose it every now and again, have one of my meltdowns, but I try…for the most part…to reserve that for my mid-week run, early in the morning, when I can cry and no one can see me do it.  And, yes, I’m angry that I am brought to tears by all of this.  Yes, I am thankful for the progress that I have made, but it just isn’t always fast enough for me.  And then, I get mad at myself because now I’m not fast enough for me.  It’s a never-ending, horrible cycle…and one that I can’t seem to get myself out of, no matter what I try to do to make myself think more positively.  Yes, I’m angry…but I feel I have a right to be.

FEAR!
FEAR!

What’s even worse than being angry at the situation and myself…is being afraid.  And, there are moments that I currently suffer from paralyzing and unrelenting anxiety and fear just before a run.  Usually a longer run, but always before a run.  Even short ones.  Every scenario plays in my brain.  All the questions that run through my mind…and the uncertainties.  It is hard to even haul myself out of bed sometimes to even attempt to be active.  Part of it may be depression, but most of it…is that I’m afraid.  Push yourself…just not too hard.  Keep going…unless it hurts.  How bad does it hurt?  Is that a twinge or something worse?  What if I get hurt again?  What if I make it worse?  What if my next race is just as bad as the Boston Marathon was for me.  I can’t handle another Boston Marathon.  Why can’t I just get better?  Why can’t I just have one day where I don’t hurt at some point?  Should I push through or should I stop?  Should I just give up?  Hang up the running shoes and miss it for the rest of my life?  Why am I so afraid of putting one foot in front of the other?  Why does not moving hurt?  Why does moving hurt?  Will this ever stop?  Why can’t I run faster?  When will I run faster?  Will I ever run faster?  Why am I afraid of running faster?

THIS….this is what goes on in my head!  Is it any wonder that when my alarm clock goes off, my initial response is to hit snooze and curl back up.  I used to hop out of bed, gear up, and get out there at 3 a.m. to fit in my run.  And now…I’m lucky if I manage to fit a walk in, let alone a run.  Getting up on days I’m supposed to run is even more trying than on gym or rest days.  And to make things worse, all these questions and doubts and worries continue to cycle through my mind even when I am out and running.  And when, at the end of the run, I’m a little sore…or, like on Saturday, a lot sore, I freak out.  I panic.  I wonder how the hell I’m supposed to tack on more miles when sometimes 5 has me sore and uncomfortable for the rest of the day.  I don’t want to be out for life.  I want to be someone who has a lifetime of running.  But where is the balance?!  Where is that fine line?  I am so tired of being afraid of every little thing involved with running.  I just don’t know how to make it better…

So, you see…injuries aren’t just a physical thing…they take their toll mentally too.  I feel so messed up at times.  I don’t like the way I look, the way I move, the way I think…but I can do very little to change it.  I hide it from my peers.  I put on that smile and that brave face.  I laugh.  I pretend that it’s all just any other day for me.  But the truth is…

Boston scarred me.  It scarred me emotionally, physically, and mentally.  And somehow, somewhere along the line, I need to find my mojo again.  I need to be able to not be afraid to run a little harder…go a little faster…

I need to stop comparing myself to people who have not been in my shoes or understand what I’m going through.  I do it.  Every fucking day, I do it…but it serves no purpose other than to frustrate me even more and bring on those dreaded tears.  Will I ever be the runner I was?  Right now, it seems unlikely.  Right now…it seems like I’m just treading water.  I feel stuck.  I feel paralyzed.  And, for the most part, I just feel washed up.

And I just want to feel like me again.

I just don’t know how or if that will ever happen again.

Product Review: Pamela’s Products Gluten Free Mini Cinnamon Grahams

Pamela's Products Gluten Free Mini Cinnamon Grahams
Pamela’s Products Gluten Free Mini Cinnamon Grahams

Product: Pamela’s Products Gluten Free Mini Cinnamon Grahams – $4.99+

Graham crackers.  They are so simple…so commonplace.  They are something that conjure up memories of campfires, toasting marshmallows, gooey chocolate, and sticky fingers.  They recall afternoons where you grab a graham cracker (probably a cinnamon one because that dusting of sugar on top made it feel like such a treat) and snack on it while heading out to play with friends before dinner, or settling in with a good afternoon television show.

That was my childhood.  That was my adulthood.  Well, maybe not the playing with friends thing…but graham crackers had such a prominent part of my life.  Especially when bonfires and campfires were involved.

S’mores are one of the best treats in the world.  It’s got all the textures, all the sweetness…everything that makes a treat a treat.  Who doesn’t love s’mores.  The problem being…I’ve only come across a few gluten-free graham crackers since being diagnosed with Celiac.  Kinnikinnick was the first brand I knew of that existed, making S’moreables for that graham cracker craving.  Then, Schär came out with their Honeygrams, which I have tasted, but never purchased.  They are also good.  But that was basically it…unless you made your own.  I love to bake, but I haven’t tackled crackers yet…or any sort.

And then, at Expo West this past year, I saw images come through from Pamela’s Products that were touting their latest product: Graham Crackers and Mini Grahams…in three (3) flavors: Honey, Cinnamon, and Chocolate.  Oh, and also available in two (2) sizes: Graham Cracker Size and Minis.

I searched high and low in my area for these and finally gave up, believing that it would take at least a year for the Louisville area to get them in.  But then, randomly one afternoon with a quick stop by my Kroger (of all places)…there two flavors of the mini grahams sat on a shelf.  And, yes, I snagged a box of each and took them home with me.  I had to have them.  I’d been searching for them.  It had to happen.

Well, back on Monday, August 10, it was National S’mores Day.  And, I didn’t know this until after I used these to make a small dessert S’mores Bowl…but Monday was the day I pulled these off the top shelf of my pantry to serve up for dessert.  Coincidence, yes…but perfectly timed.  YAY for happy and delicious coincidences.

The Pamela’s Products Gluten Free Mini Cinnamon Grahams are little medallions of graham cracker goodness, each cracker being around the size of a quarter, perhaps just slightly smaller.  The Cinnamon flavor (which is the box I opened first) looks like the perfect miniature cinnamon graham cracker.  Honestly.  The little hexagon shapes are one-bite sized and are good for popping if you just want something mindless and easy.  But, you know me…nothing can ever be that easy. Although, for the sake of the blog, I may have popped a couple without the rest of the toppings in the S’mores Bowl that I created.  The S’mores Bowl is a layer of the Pamela’s Products Gluten Free Mini Cinnamon Grahams, a tablespoon of dark chocolate chips, and then vegan marshmallows, which I then torch with my kitchen torch, successfully melting the chocolate and toasting the marshmallows to perfection.  I did this for my roommate and then again for me.  And so…we settled in to get our first taste of the Pamela’s Products Gluten Free Mini Cinnamon Grahams.

Want to bring back the taste of your childhood?  Well, these will do it.  These miniature graham crackers are everything that is right and good in the gluten-free snack world.  I don’t buy many treats like these often…but I had to try these.  I was craving s’mores for a long while now…and these gave me a way to make a fantastic dessert with all the flavors of the s’mores without making an actual s’more.  Once I find somewhere local with the actual Pamela’s Products Gluten Free Grahams, then I’ll make the real things.  But…as of now, I’ve only found the minis.  That should change though.  Count on it.

The Pamela’s Products Gluten Free Mini Cinnamon Grahams are lightly dusted on the top with cinnamon and sugar.  This coating brings this nice touch of sweetness to the rich graham and molasses flavor of the crackers themselves.  I love the flavors that erupt with each bite.  It’s sweet and rich and tastes just like the graham crackers I was guilty of sneaking out of the pantry as a child.  I thought they were the perfect base for the S’mores Bowls, easily scooped up with melted chocolate chips and toasted marshmallows.  They are bite-sized graham cracker bites of goodness.  Perfection.  Sheer graham cracker perfection.

Let’s discuss what the Pamela’s Products Gluten Free Mini Cinnamon Grahams are made from, shall we?  This particular treat is made up of a gluten free flour blend (brown rice flour, white rice flour, tapioca starch, sweet rice flour, xanthan gum), organic non-GMO butter (salted), brown cane sugar, sorghum flower, gluten-free oat bran, molasses, organic non-GMO honey, gluten-free flavors, cinnamon, grainless and aluminum free baking powder (sodium acid pyrophosphate, potato starch, sodium bicarbonate), baking soda, sea salt, spices, and a topping that is made up of organic sugar and cinnamon.  This product is certified gluten-free by GFCO, made in a dedicated gluten-free facility, and kosher certified.  They are gluten-free, wheat-free, soy-free, corn-free, nut-free, egg-free, contain no artificial flavors or additives, contain no hydrogenated oils or trans fats, and contain no corn syrup.

So…that’s awesome!!

Speaking of awesome, the nutritional facts for the Pamela’s Products Gluten Free Mini Cinnamon Grahams aren’t too bad either.  A serving size is 10 crackers (29 grams) and there are about 7 servings per box.  This serving will provide you with 150 calories, 6 grams fat, 3.5 grams saturated fat, 0 grams trans fat, 15 mg cholesterol, 110 mg sodium, 23 grams carbohydrates, 1 gram fiber, 8 grams sugars, and 1 gram of protein.  Not too bad for a graham cracker, right?!  I’m happy with it.

So, go ahead, pop open a box of Pamela’s Gluten Free Mini Cinnamon Grahams and crunch, dunk, dip, or pile high with chocolate and marshmallows…and devour.  Do whatever it is you want with these little miniature graham crackers.  These gluten-free treats are fantastic.  And I’m sad I have only about 2 servings left.  Time to go pick up more.  Just simply put…delicious!

S'mores Bowl made with Pamela's Products Gluten-Free Mini Cinnamon Grahams, dark chocolate, and vegan marshmallows
S’mores Bowl made with Pamela’s Products Gluten-Free Mini Cinnamon Grahams, dark chocolate, and vegan marshmallows

 

Product Review: Sweet Note Gluten Free Poppy Bagels

Sweet Note Gluten Free Poppy Bagels
Sweet Note Gluten Free Poppy Bagels

Product: Sweet Note Gluten Free Poppy Bagels – $7.25

They’re back!!  Not just bagels my friend.  And not just those crazy poppy seeds that get everywhere, screw up drug tests (or so I’ve heard), and make everything taste amazing.  Nope.  I’m talking Sweet Note Bagels!  If you missed out on my initial fawning over this brand of gluten-free bagel…then you’ve missed out.  So it up and pay attention!  And if you remember it all too well, welcome back…because they hit another one out of the endzone…or something!

You see, a long time ago in a Twitter-verse far, far away, I posted a blog regarding the Canyon Bakehouse Gluten Free Bagels that I had actually found in my area.  Much praise and accolades were given.  And then…a highly efficient PR person for another gluten-free bagel company replied to my tweet and told me that if I enjoyed Canyon Bakehouse…then I would love what they were serving up.

I was skeptical, naturally…but found myself clicking on the link to go to their Web site.  And lo and behold…a virtual gluten-free bagel bakery awaited my every bagel desire.  Well…maybe not every desire…but they had quite the variety.  And what was even more important, especially to this former New Yorker and bagel-enthusiast, they were New York style!  And yes…New York does have a style for bagels.  Smaller and more dense.  For such a big and bustling city, you wouldn’t think small and dense would sup up the bagel style.  But it does…beautifully.

So, Sweet Note Bagels started in 2012, when founder and president, Michelle MacDonald, stepped up to a challenge.  She had been baking ever since she was a child and was very passionate about it.  When her grandfather and sister were diagnosed with Celiac Disease, she took the first steps on her entrepreneurial journey.  Her family really missed a good New York Style bagel.  (Hey…I can’t blame them…I know this feeling all too well). So with a lot of experimentation and trial and error, MacDonald perfected the recipe, getting huge approval from her family (also bagel lovers).  Gluten-free bagels that taste good?!  It was a reality.  Sweet Note Bakery’s vision is to make gluten-free options more readily accessible.  Those of us who live with Celiac understand how isolating this disease can be, when you can’t have a meal while out with friends and family, be it at a restaurant or a ballpark, or wherever your adventures take you.  MacDonald wanted to change that…one gluten-free bagel at a time.

And, as you know, I have already sung the praises of the Plain, Everything, Cinnamon Raisin, and Chocolate Swirl.  Which means…Poppy and Sesame are all that remains.  I’d been meaning to place an order with Sweet Note Bakery…but life’s been a bit hectic as of late.  It kept slipping my mind, although in the mornings I’d be all “I wish I had bagels.”  So, one would think I would take drastic action.  But, alas…craziness.

But then I finally made the trip up to Columbus, Ohio, to visit my friend Jenn for a weekend.  And, one of my favorite stops to make (and one reason I travel with a cooler) is at The Raisin Rack.  It’s a great natural food store with a gluten-free section that blows my mind.  And, as I was meandering down the aisle…what should I see in the freezer…but Sweet Note Bagels – Poppy and Sesame variety.  The two that I hadn’t tried yet.  It was an omen.  It was a sign.  Yes…both flavors were in my basket, in my shopping bag, in my cooler, and then in my freezer.

And last Monday, I busted out the Sweet Note Gluten Free Poppy Bagels for breakfast.  Per the instructions on the packaging, do not thaw these bagels on the counter.  Just don’t.  Obey the bagel goddesses who are in charge of these fantastic bagel-y treats.  They say nuke each one for 60 seconds, until they are soft.  Allow to cool slightly (or don’t)…and then slice in half.  Toast…in a toaster or, if you’re like me and don’t own a toaster, in the oven at 350°F for about…10 minutes.  This gave me time to toss them in the oven and then toss myself into the shower (Hey, Monday morning is spin class…and I had an office I didn’t want to offend with my workout funk!)…and upon my return, I pulled them out of the oven.  And they were perfect.  I mean…golden brown perfect.  Each half got a liberal schmear of the vegan cream cheese that is in my fridge and then my roommate and I dug into the Poppy variety.

DUDE!  YUM!  The packaging says…“For flavor that POPS…” like Poppy Seeds…get it?  HAHA!  Well, the fact of the matter is, those little black seeds really are a powerhouse for flavor.  And what’s more is that Sweet Note Bakery knows how to properly coat a bagel, prep a bagel, and put out a good quality bagel.  Sure, some seeds fleck off, but that’s what happens.  That’s life.  You simply wet a fingertip and pluck them up, or turn your cream cheese side down and dab at them.  It’s all good.  The bagel itself…a nice crisp on the outside with that soft, chewy center.  It’s amazing what a good bagel can do to start your day off right.  And the Sweet Note Gluten Free Poppy Bagel is not a good bagel…it’s a damn good bagel.  It’s a happy bagel.  A poppin’ fresh bagel.  It’s an everything is going to be okay bagel.  The poppy seeds bring this nutty flavor and aroma to the toasted bagel.  The bread itself is perfection…no airpockets of “WTF WHERE IS MY PRODUCT?” that can happen with gluten-free bread products.  It’s…love in a bag.  Every flavor I’ve tried has been outstanding. And this one just got added to the list.

So…let’s talk about what goes into the Sweet Note Gluten Free Poppy Bagels, shall we?  These bagels are made from LOVE (Yes, that is on the ingredient list), water, white rice flour, tapioca flour, sweet white rice flour, sorghum flour, sugar, cane syrup, olive oil, molasses, yeast, xanthan gum, psyllium husk, poppy seeds, and salt.  These bagels are gluten-free, soy-free, dairy-free, non-GMO, egg-free, peanut & tree nut-free, and cholesterol free.  LOVE IT!!  Vegan and gluten-free…yes, please.  More of these!  Like for life.  Just keep them coming!

Now, let’s look at the nutritional information.  A serving size is one (1) of the Sweet Note Gluten Free Poppy Bagels.  This bagel will provide you with 310 calories, 5 grams of fat, 1 gram saturated fat, 0 grams trans fat, 22 mg cholesterol, 520 mg sodium, 62 grams carbohydrates, 2 grams of fiber, 7 grams of sugars, and 5 grams of protein.  Yes…these bagels are filling, and that’s what I love about them.  With other gluten-free bagels on the market, I am full for an hour, then hungry again, despite being twice as big.  Most others on the markets are made with fillers rather than real ingredeints, and that’ makes a difference by leaps and bounds.

Love.  Love is their main ingredient.  And love is what I give back.  Sweet Note Bagels is doing the gluten-free community a lot of justice by putting out quality, delicious, amazing bagels.  If these were served to anyone, no one would be able to tell that they are gluten-free.  That is how outstanding these bagels are.  With this package polished off, all that remains is the Sesame…before I need to restock.  Maybe the Pumpkin Spice will be back by then…

Stay tuned!

Sweet Note Gluten Free Poppy Bagel topped off with a schmear of vegan cream cheese
Sweet Note Gluten Free Poppy Bagel topped off with a schmear of vegan cream cheese

Recipe: Gluten Free Strawberry Breakfast Cake

It was one of those moments where you receive an e-mail with a recipe…and you’re out of town visiting a friend, who happens to keep gluten-free goodies at her house just for you!  And every ingredient needed for said recipe that caught your attention is already in her pantry, fridge, or freezer.

To me, that sounds like a sign to make something for sure.  And as it is traditional for the two of us to cook at least once together when visiting…this recipe seemed to fit the bill.

And why did it catch my eye?  First…the word “breakfast” was involved.  We all know that my favorite meal of the day is breakfast.  Secondly…the word “cake.”  Yes…CAKE FOR BREAKFAST!

I have actually made this recipe twice now…and found the flour I used for it the second time (Mina’s Purely Divine Gluten Free All-Purpose Flour) worked a lot better than the Trader Joe’s Gluten Free All Purpose that we used at Jenn’s.  I served this up to my parents, my sister, and my nephews…and all loved it as much as my roommate, Jenn, and I did.  So…this is forever being made.

The original recipe was from Gluten Free on a Shoestring…posted by Udi’s Gluten-Free.  The recipe below…is how I make it!

Cake for breakfast…it sounds so sinful, but, even more importantly…it’s delicious.

Recipe: Gluten Free Strawberry Breakfast Cake

Gluten Free Strawberry Breakfast Cake
Gluten Free Strawberry Breakfast Cake

Servings: 16
Time: Prep 10 minutes; Bake 25 minutes

Ingredients:

  • 1-3/4 cups all-purpose gluten free flour (I used Mina’s Purely Divine Gluten Free All-Purpose Flour)
  • 1-1/2 teaspoons baking powder
  • 1/4 teaspoon baking soda
  • 1/4 teaspoon kosher salt
  • 1/2 cup sugar
  • 4 tablespoons unsalted butter, at room temperature (I used Earth Balance)
  • 1/2 cup + 1 tablespoon vanilla Greek yogurt, (If dairy-free, use soy/almond/coconut yogurt) (you make need to add more to mix)
  • 2 eggs, beaten
  • 1-1/4 cups fresh roughly chopped strawberries

Directions:

Preheat your oven to 350°F. Grease an 8-inch square baking pan, then line it with crisscrossed sheets of unbleached parchment paper, overhanging both sides of the pan. Set the pan aside.

Make the batter.

In a large bowl, place the flour, baking powder, baking soda, salt and sugar, and whisk to combine well.

Create a well in the center of the dry ingredients and add the butter, yogurt and eggs, mixing to combine after each addition. The batter will be thick.

Add 1 cup of the chopped strawberries and mix gently until the strawberries are evenly distributed throughout the dough, taking care not to crush the strawberries.

Scrape the batter into the prepared pan and spread into an even layer with a wet spatula. Scatter the remaining 1/4 cup chopped strawberries over the top of the batter, pressing them gently into the batter.

Bake the cake.

Place the pan in the center of the preheated oven and bake until a toothpick inserted in the center comes out clean and the top is very lightly golden brown (about 25 minutes). Remove from the oven and allow to cool in the pan for 10 minutes before lifting out by the overhung parchment paper and placing on a wire rack to cool (peeling off the parchment from the bottom of the cake if possible). Allow to cool completely before slicing into 16 squares and serving.

**NOTE: I store this in the fridge and give it a 20-30 second heat up in the microwave before eating.  It is DIVINE!**

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This cake is not just for breakfast, but it is a rather healthy, low-calorie, and amazingly moist and delicious way to have breakfast.  Nothing better than having your cake (for brekkies) and eating it too!  I was so impressed by this recipe, and totally made only a few slight adjustments to the recipe, but it came out perfect.  And I intend to make it again very soon.  It’s easy, it’s delicious…it’s what breakfast should be.

Cake.

ENJOY!

Product Review: GeeFree Gluten Free Puff Pastry Sheets

GeeFree Gluten Free Puff Pastry Sheets
GeeFree Gluten Free Puff Pastry Sheets

Product: GeeFree Gluten Free Puff Pastry Sheets – $8.49+

HOLD. THE. GLUTEN. FREE. PHONE.

Reread that product name…

Go ahead.

YES!!  Gluten Free Puff Pastry Sheets.

FINALLY!!

Bless you GeeFree.  Bless you for bringing these into the gluten-free world.  Thank you for putting these out on the market.  Why?  Because I’ve looked at the very complicated and confusing instructions on how to make gluten-free puff pastry at home and it was not something I thought I was capable of producing.  Not well.  Not at all.  And I love to bake and cook.  So…THANK YOU!!

It was at Expo West in 2014 that the GeeFree Gluten Free Puff Pastry Sheets were introduced.  I saw the pictures on the various Twitter feeds and Instagrams that I follow of people who were fortunate enough to attend.  And I was excited.  SO excited.  And then…let down at the fact that I have never…ever…seen this brand carried anywhere in my area.  I looked though.  And it took a trip to Columbus, Ohio…and the natural food store Raisin Rack, before I found these…three weekends ago.  Believe it or not…it took over a year.  I bet you’re wondering if the wait was worth it.

GeeFree Gluten Free began when Susan Hougui, a veteran of the food industry for over a decade, was visiting with friends while traveling overseas.  The family needed to avoid gluten and Susan was served the most delicious puff pastries.  Intrigued, as she had never seen anything like it, she tried them and found them to be crispy, yet tender, treats.  Excited with this discovery, she called her friend and master baker, Steve Leyva, to help her recreate and perfect the treats that Hougui had been served…and that she knew would be a sensational hit.  The first three products to be released in the savory line from GeeFree were Spanakopita, Franks in Blankets, and Chicken Pot Pie.  And now…PUFF PASTRY!!

Puff Pastry…for sweet or savory.  For desserts or dinner.  PUFF PASTRY!!  GLUTEN FREE PUFF PASTRY!!

Thank you…GeeFree Gluten Free.  Thank you!

So…since I now had the GeeFree Gluten Free Puff Pastry Sheets in my clutches…and my freezer…I knew immediately the first thing I wanted to make with them.  Way back…back before I went gluten-free, I made these amazing Tomato and Goat Cheese Tarts, with the aid of a recipe from The Barefoot Contessa, and fell in love with them.  This was just before I had to go gluten-free…and so…when it happened, this new favorite recipe was now forever gone.  I attempted it a couple of years ago, in 2013, with the Pillsbury Gluten Free Pie & Pastry Dough.  It wasn’t the same at all.  So…when a recipe that actually calls for puff pastry now can have real (gluten-free) puff pastry, I, naturally, have to make it.  So I did.

GeeFree Gluten Free Puff Pastry Sheet
GeeFree Gluten Free Puff Pastry Sheet

I put the pastry sheets into the fridge the night before I was going to make this dish, allowing them to thaw from frozen.  When I got home from work, I began to work on caramelizing onions for the recipe, slicing tomatoes, giving my homegrown basil a julienne, and then went to snag the pastry sheets from my fridge to prep them.  My counter top got a liberal sprinkling of gluten-free flour, as did my rolling pin, and I rolled out the sheet to be thinner before cutting 6 inch circles from it.  I used a paring knife to score a ¼-inch-wide border around each pastry circle.  Then, the center circle was scored with the tines of a fork and given a sprinkle of Parmesan cheese, not leaving the border of that second circle.  The caramelized onions were placed on top, along with crumbled goat cheese, a slice of tomato, olive oil, basil, salt and pepper.  I sliced shards of Parmesan to put over the top and went to bake these tarts, praying that this all worked out just as I remembered.

The bad…the puff pastry didn’t puff up around the edge that was not scored.  So, if you are looking for that flaky, layered, soft crust that puff pastry produces when it puffs in the oven…this didn’t happen.  The puff pastry remained completely flat…like a pizza crust.

The good…it tasted phenomenal.  And even though I baked it at a higher temperature (per the recipe I was using, as opposed to the box directions), it didn’t burn (like the Pillsbury pastry dough did), and it did have that light texture you expect from a puff pastry…just without the lift.  And that’s fine.  It got to this gorgeous golden color.  And it worked as a great base for the tart I was making.  So, it wasn’t like the one I used to be able to eat…it sure tasted like it.  Looks aren’t everything.  And this didn’t look bad, it just didn’t get puffy.  The flavor, buttery, crispy, soft, amazing…yeah…it was worth the wait for over a year to actually try this stuff.  And I think next time I’m going to try it in one of their suggestions online…like a fruit tart…or a vegan version of a pot pie.  Hmmm…that might be what I do actually.  YUM!!

Let’s discuss what goes into the making of the GeeFree Gluten Free Puff Pastry Sheets.  These pastry sheets are made from potato starch, butter (sweet cream, natural flavorings), water, canola oil, eggs, sugar, baking powder, salt, xanthan gum, flaxseed meal, whey protein concentrate, inulin (chickory root), guar gum, baking soda, citric acid, and annatto.

Each package contains two 9×7 frozen puff pastry sheets.  This box is meant to serve 6 people.  A serving size is 1.5 ounces of a pastry sheet.  This serving will provide you with 150 calories, 9 grams fat, 4.5 grams saturated fat, 0 grams trans fat, 25 grams cholesterol, 250 mg sodium, 18 grams carbohydrates, 1 gram fiber, 1 gram sugars, and 0 grams of protein.  Not extremely filling…but definitely full of delicious flavor and texture.

I am impressed with the innovation of gluten free puff pastry sheets that can be bought at the store in the freezer section instead of having to go through the quite labor-intensive way of making it from scratch.  GeeFree Gluten Free took all the hard work out of the task and simplified it into puff pastry sheets that are there for your convenience.  I am one happy little baker and chef right now.  Oh yes…so very happy.  If you can find the GeeFree products, get the Gluten Free Puff Pastry and create some puff pastry goodness.  Just…amazing that it has happened.

Gluten Free Tomato & Goat Cheese Tart made with GeeFree Gluten Free Puff Pastry Sheets
Gluten Free Tomato & Goat Cheese Tart made with GeeFree Gluten Free Puff Pastry Sheets

Recipe: Tomato-Miso Soup

If there is one thing that I love almost as much as breakfast…it’s soup.  I am a soup junkie.  I will eat soup at any time of the year…even in the summer.  I think it can be the most perfect meal.  And, when made right, it can be quite good for you too.

I bought some white miso paste a few weeks ago to use in an eggplant recipe and had quite a bit still left over in the fridge.  I was interested in what I might be able to make with it…and that’s when Food & Wine Magazine sent through one of their recipe e-mails, and this one was timely, indeed.

This Tomato-Miso Soup both light and hearty…and definitely healthy.  It became one of my favorite lunches I have brought to work thus far.  And it’s made from real ingredients…which makes it even better.  The flavor is earthy and sweet…bringing this fantastic balance.  And the star…the shiitake mushrooms.

Recipe: Tomato-Miso Soup

Tomato-Miso Soup
Tomato-Miso Soup

Servings: 6
Time: 10 minutes; Cook 15 minutes

Ingredients:

  • 1 tablespoon vegetable oil
  • 1/2 pound shiitake mushrooms, stems discarded, caps thinly sliced
  • 1 large garlic clove, minced
  • 2 tablespoons tomato paste
  • 4 1/2 cups water
  • 1 can diced tomatoes
  • 1/2 cup light miso paste (shiro)
  • 1 teaspoon soy sauce (I used reduced sodium tamari)
  • 3/4 pound soft tofu, cut into 1-inch dice
  • 3 large scallions, thinly sliced
  • 6 small to medium radishes, thinly sliced

 

Directions:

Heat the oil in a large saucepan.

Add the mushrooms and garlic and cook over moderate heat, stirring, until fragrant, about 1 minute.

Cover and cook over low heat, stirring a few times, until the mushrooms are tender, about 6 minutes.

Add the tomato paste and cook, stirring, for 1 minute.

Pour in the water, stir well and bring to a boil.

Add the tomatoes, cover and simmer over low heat for 5 minutes.

Whisk in the miso and soy sauce and return to a simmer.

Add the tofu and simmer for 2 minutes.

Ladle into bowls, garnish with the scallions and radishes and serve.

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I loved everything there was about this soup.  There were so many textures, and this bold flavor, thanks to the miso.  The radishes and scallions added before eating brought a bit of crunch, while the mushrooms gave this soup a meatiness to it, without any actual meat.  I can’t wait to make this one again.  If you have a great love of soup and rich flavors without simmering it all day…this is the soup for you.

Product Review: Luna & Larry’s Organic Coconut Bliss Mint Galactica Non-Dairy Frozen Dessert

Luna & Larry's Organic Coconut Bliss Mint Galactica Non-Dairy Frozen Dessert
Luna & Larry’s Organic Coconut Bliss Mint Galactica Non-Dairy Frozen Dessert

Product Review: Luna & Larry’s Organic Coconut Bliss Mint Galactica Non-Dairy Frozen Dessert – $5.99+

Growing up, my dinner always ended with a little touch of something sweet.  Dessert.  It was always my motivation to eat most of what was on my plate.  My parents had a rule that we at least had to try something.  I was never a picky eater, but I had things I liked more than others.  I’m still that way.  Believe it or not…I am only human.  HA!

So, I think the hardest part of my journey has been not being able to stomach ice cream these days.  I used to take a supplement for it, but even that has not helped as of late.  So, my cheating with dairy has come to an end.  I am completely dairy free…

But it doesn’t mean I’m ice cream free!

Thanks to the frozen dessert gods that brought Luna & Larry’s Organic Coconut Milk frozen goodness into my life.  Now, I’ve had (and loved) a couple of their products before, the Dark Chocolate Bars and the Salted Caramel & Chocolate Non-Dairy Frozen Dessert.  But there was one in particular that I had my eyes set on.  It was their version of mint chocolate chip…or, in the Luna & Larry universe – Mint Galactica.

It sounds so sci-fi and space-agey.  LOVE IT.

Know what else I loved?  This freakin’ ice cream!!  Can I call it ice cream if it is dairy free?  I’m going to, because it might as well be the full-blown thing.  It tastes…awesome!!  A little sci-fi and space-agey too.  (*WINK*)  Okay…so maybe not that far…but it is mint chocolate chip at its minty best.  To be honest, there is a local place here called The Comfy Cow that has a signature flavor called Minty Chocolate Chippy.  It was one of my favorites when I’d cheat and eat dairy…with a drizzle of hot fudge and it tasted like a Girl Scout cookie.  Well…this was just as good…a bit mintier…but just as creamy and delicious as the full-barrel, real deal stuff at my local ice cream shop.  And you know what…for an ice cream made out of coconut milk…that’s pretty fantastic, if you ask me!  I loved that the flecks of chocolate were just that…flecks.  Sometimes the chunks of chocolate get a bit much in a frozen dessert…way too big go comfortably eat.  I always do, usually saving it for last to suck on and allow to melt, but this was a nice change of pace and it perfectly flavored each and every bit of ice cream not just with that desired dark chocolate bitterness, but also with a bit of a crunch…a perfect texture for this ice cream.  Totally out of this world.

So, let’s discuss what goes into a pint of Luna & Larry’s Organic Coconut Bliss Mint Galactica Non-Dairy Frozen Dessert, shall we?  This ice cream is made with organic coconut milk (organic coconut, water, organic guar gum), organic agave syrup, organic dark chocolate flakes (orgnaic fair trade dark chocolate [organic fair trade cocoa liquor, organic fair trade cane syrup, organic fair trade cocoa butter, organic fair trade cocoa powder]. organic coconut oil), organic coconut cream, organic peppermint extract, and organic vanilla extract.  Simple, natural ingredients.  This dessert treat is gluten-free, soy-free, dairy-free, vegan, non-GMO, and kosher.

And now…the down and dirty.  That nutritional information.  This is an ice cream treat, so keep that in mind when you read these off.  Every serving is worth every calorie…trust me.  A serving size is 1/2 cup and there are 4 servings per pint.  This serving will dish up 240 calories, 19 grams of fat (most of that is the healthy bit that comes from the coconut…be not afraid!), 16 grams saturated fat (definitely from the coconut), 0 grams trans fat, 0 grams cholesterol, 35 mg sodium, 18 grams carbohydrates, 1 gram fiber, 14 grams sugars, and 1 gram of protein.  Filling, not especially…delicious…totally!!

Seriously, if you are looking for a cooling, delicious, minty-fresh treat this summer, look no further than Luna & Larry’s Organic Coconut Bliss Mint Galactica Non-Dairy Frozen Dessert.  It is one of the best mint ice creams out there…and an added bonus is…it has no dairy, making it an option for those out there who can’t tolerate dairy, or choose not to consume it.  This would be fantastic with hot fudge melted over the top…but on it’s own…amazing.  Totally over the moon for this flavor!

A serving of Luna & Larry's Organic Coconut Bliss Mint Galactica Non-Diary Frozen Dessert
A serving of Luna & Larry’s Organic Coconut Bliss Mint Galactica Non-Diary Frozen Dessert

Product Review: Rudi’s Gluten Free Bakery Deli-Style with Caraway Seeds Bread

Rudi's Gluten Free Bakery Deli-Style with Caraway Seeds Bread
Rudi’s Gluten Free Bakery Deli-Style with Caraway Seeds Bread

Product: Rudi’s Gluten Free Bakery Deli-Style with Caraway Seeds Bread – $4.99+

You know…I’ve been searching for the newer additions to the Rudi’s Gluten Free Bakery bread selection since they were first introduced back in early 2014.  But, it seems that no store in the Louisville area carries anything apart from the traditional three: White, Multigrain, and Cinnamon Raisin.  That is all I can ever find around here.

So, imagine my delight upon a stop at my favorite Columbus, Ohio, store – Raisin Rack, and spotting the two missing pieces of my Rudi’s Gluten Free bread dilemma.  I could only afford 1 loaf this time around, and after a little back and forth with the roomie, we decided on the Rudi’s Gluten Free Bakery Deli-Style with Caraway Seeds Bread.

And no soon had I transported it home and put it in my freezer…it was back out again.  I’ve been spending a lot of time out on the road, and to save money, and time (because fast food is not exactly easy for a gluten-free vegetarian)…I’ve been packing peanut butter & jelly sandwiches to eat for dinner.  Yep.  That’s how I roll.  And while I had two slices of a previous, regular Rudi’s Gluten Free White Bread loaf in my freezer, I delegated that for my roommate’s sammie while I went ahead and tried the Deli-Style.

I can’t say the overall appearance of the Rudi’s Gluten Free Bakery Deli-Style with Caraway Seeds Bread looks much different from the other varieties on the market.  It doesn’t.  BUT…my blonde self (haha!) didn’t quite register that this was a loaf of bread that was definitely geared more toward delicatessen-style sandwiches…like…those with meat in them.  And since I don’t eat meat…not exactly a bread that would normally find its way into my freezer.  Nope.  That didn’t register at all.  So, here I was, making a peanut butter and jelly sandwich with the Deli-Style bread, not even considering that this bread was made to be like a rye bread and that the caraway seeds might add an aromatic anise-like flavor.  I just thought it was like the sprouted seeded bread I had been eating recently.

So, you can imagine my extreme surprise when I unwrapped my peanut butter and jelly sandwich on the Rudi’s Gluten Free Bakery Deli-Style with Caraway Seeds Bread…and took a bite.  NOT A GOOD TASTE!!  Nope.  The bread definitely had that rye and anise flavor to it, which is all fine and good with a savory sandwich…but peanut butter and jelly is anything but a savory sandwich.  This combination did not work at all.  I somehow managed to finish off the sandwich regardless…but I was…beyond disappointed.

And then…I remembered one of my favorite foods in life to dine on is avocado toast.  And while the Rudi’s Gluten Free Deli-Style with Caraway Seeds Bread was an awful match for PB&J…it was a delightful flavor enhancer for the avocado toast I often toast up for breakfast…and sometimes dinner.  When I toasted up this bread and mashed an avocado over it, seasoning it with a hit of bereber…that was so much better.  To me, I think when I saw Deli-Style, I was thinking size of the bread.  The caraway seed part didn’t even register.  So, after an initial taste that went…not so well, the next few times I ate this bread, I ate it in a savory way…and it tasted perfect.  The hit of dilliness with the caraway seeds perfectly complimented the avocado and seasoning…and for that, my confidence in this bread was back.  So, if you are a fan of rye bread, Rudi’s Gluten Free Bakery is bringing it to you…and you can have it back in your life with their Deli-Style with Caraway Seeds Bread.  My one compliant (as is the case with most gluten-free breads) is that some of the slices had some pretty massive holes in them.  Sad face.

Let’s talk ingredients, shall we?  Rudi’s Gluten Free Bakery prides itself on using real ingredients…so it is no surprise that this holds true for their Gluten Free Deli-Style with Caraway Seeds Bread.  This bread is made from water, potato extract, tapioca starch, rice flour, high oleic canola/sunflower oil, inulin, rice starch, psyllium husk, egg white, yeast, sea salt, caraway seeds, xanthan gum, ground caraway seeds, vinegar, sodium bicarbonate, and natural enzymes.  It is non-GMO, soy-free, dairy-free, nut-free, kosher, and contains no high-fructose corn syrup.

As far as nutritional information goes, the Rudi’s Gluten Free Bakery Deli-Style with Caraway Seeds Bread looks amazing in print.  The serving size is 1 slice of bread.  This slice will provide you with 70 calories, 0 grams fat, 0 grams saturated fat, 0 grams trans fat, 0 mg cholesterol, 170 mg sodium, 16 grams carbohydrates, 0 grams fiber, 1 gram sugar, and 1 gram protein.  It isn’t a very filling bread, a common problem with gluten-free breads…but it sure is delicious.  Pair it with the right thing, and you have a very filling breakfast, lunch or dinner.

So, at first bite, I was not in love with the Rudi’s Gluten Free Bakery Deli-Style with Caraway Seeds Bread.  Not at all.  But I had paired it wrong due to not fully understanding what deli-style bread was all about.  Once I figured it out and paired it with the right sort of topping and filling, that was where I learned to enjoy it.  It’s all about the food you pair with it.  Not recommended for PB & J or something like a french toast…but for any sort of savory sandwich…or even a grilled cheese, it just might work better.  So, if you love rye bread, this one is perfect for you.

The ill-conceived Peanut Butter & Jelly Sandwich made on Rudi's Gluten Free Bakery Deli-Style with Caraway Seeds Bread (note you can see the seeds!)
The ill-conceived Peanut Butter & Jelly Sandwich made on Rudi’s Gluten Free Bakery Deli-Style with Caraway Seeds Bread (note you can see the seeds!)

Product Review: Food For Life Sprouted For Life Gluten Free Original 3 Seed Bread

Food For Life Sprouted For Life Gluten Free Original 3 Seed Bread

Product: Food For Life Sprouted For Life Gluten Free Original 3 Seed Bread – $5.99+

I have a bone to pick with gluten free breads.  I really do.  They are either stiff and crumbly, or they are full of holes.  Nevermind just outward appearance, so often, these products are either packed full of fillers or they are made with real ingredients but have no actual nutritional value to them.

When I first had to go gluten free four years ago…I gave up bread.  Gluten free breads were too expensive to even factor into my budget.  I convinced myself that I wouldn’t miss it anyway.  But…sometimes a gluten free sandwich just sounds amazing.  So, after about half a year of no bread at all…I gave in and started eating Udi’s…then Rudi’s…and now I’ve tried Aldi’s liveGfree brand and Canyon bakehouse.  All the while, another brand was staring at me from the grocer’s freezer…but I paid it no heed.  The brand: Food For Life.

I don’t know how or why I continued to overlook this brand…but I have been shown the error of my ways.  I was fortunate enough to be sent one loaf of each of the Sprouted For Life Gluten Free Breads from Food For Life.  These loaves come in Original 3 Seed, Almond, Cinnamon Raisin, and Flax.

As an athlete, active every day in some way, shape or form, it’s important to properly fuel my body and eat wholesome foods.  Most products on the market for the gluten-free diet happen to be junk food.  It drives me nuts.  I hit that gluten-free section of a store and I can find a vast array of cookies, crackers, chips, pretzels, and the like.  It is one of the biggest pet peeves of the grocery store.  Yes, a lot of people with Celiac and gluten intolerance do miss out on some of the finer treats like Oreos and the like, but the shelves are literally overrun with products that aren’t going to feed your body right and healthy.

But Food For Life set out to change that.  Through a lot of research and development, Food For Life released the first ever gluten free breads made from sprouted grains, such as quinoa, millet and chia.  A majority of gluten-free breads, while satisfying the “gluten free” bread requirement, don’t address the overall health needs of consumers.  Without the gluten to give bread the soft, elasticity of regular breads, most manufacturers choose alternative ingredients that mimic the feel of gluten, using egg, milk, and refined starches in order to achieve a softer and chewier texture.  But these breads are created from ingredients that you wouldn’t expect to find in natural breads, many of which are devoid of nutrients.

Food For Life stepped up and decided to start a line with four varieties of completely gluten-free breads that were specifically created with the health of consumers in mind.  Not only are they gluten free, but they are also vegan and made from nutrition packed ingredients that have been sprouted to maximize nutrition and digestibility.

I have already blogged about the Flax and Almond varieties…so now…the latest from my freezer: Food For Life Sprouted For Life Gluten Free Original 3 Seed Bread!

One of my most favorite things to devour for breakfast these days is avocado toast.  It’s simple…but delicious…and packed with healthy fats and nutrients.  Avocados are one of my favorite fruits in life right now.  And I use it often and in various ways.  But…simply mashed across a slice (or two) of toast is one of my most favorite ways…with a touch of bereber seasoning or salt or lemon pepper…whatever strikes my fancy.  And, as I discovered, the Food For Life Sprouted For Life Gluten Free breads are perfect vehicles for such cravings.  The bread, when thawed, still is a bit stiff and not soft and moist like the likes of liveGfree and Canyon Bakehouse.  And a little more substantial (and definitely lacking the holes) that you’d find with Udi’s or Rudi’s.  This means these slices of bread are going to hold up to whatever you decide to sandwich between them…or pile onto them.

The Food For Life Sprouted For Life Gluten Free Original 3 Seed Bread is just as fantastic and perfect for whatever your bread craving might be as the two flavors I have tried before. This particular variety was specifically developed using three (3) super seeds that benefit you throughout the day by helping your body perform at its best.  What are they, you may ask?  Chia, Quinoa, and Millet!

So, I let the Food For Life Sprouted For Life Gluten Free Original 3 Seed Bread thaw on the counter overnight.  Then, the following morning, after my spin class, I returned home hungry and ready for a nutritious, healthy breakfast.  I placed each slice of bread on a baking sheet and then stuck it in the oven while I went to go shower.  This was not left unattended.  My roommate was awake at this point…so no safety concerns, I promise.  I get done with my shower and dressed just as the bread is finishing up in the oven.  Perfect timing.  I pull it out and get an avocado ready to slice and mash onto the surface of each slice of bread.  I loved how this bread smelled…like fresh baked.  Really.  The aroma just filled my kitchen.  Love it when seeds incorporated into the bread toast up and get that rich aroma to them.  Ahhhh…refreshing.  So, I plated each piece of toast, mashed the avocado on top, seasoned my roomie’s with lemon pepper and mine with bereber…and breakfast was served, with a side of sauteed cheery tomatoes.  YUMMY!

This bread is hearty, dense, and the perfect base for a breakfast like this.  It works well as a sandwich bread, too, of course.  I used it for grilled cheese that very night.  But, there is just something about this bread that I could doctor up all day.  Rub it down with garlic…top it off with butter, garlic and seasoning…perfect garlic toast.  I could make it into a pizza.  I could do a lot of things with it, but the very nature that this bread is incredibly perfect to hold a simple smashed avocado and still taste amazing…speaks volumes about this simple, healthy, and amazing loaf.  I am beyond wowed by the flavor and texture that this bread delivers.  It is definitely best toasted…but would work even without that added step.

I’m hooked.

So, the Food For Life Sprouted For Life Gluten Three Original 3 Seed Bread is made from simple, natural, and healthy ingredients.  These include organic sprouted quinoa (red and/or white), filtered water, organic arrowroot, organic potato starch, organic sprouted millet, organic tapioca, organic applesauce, fresh yeast, organic safflower oil, organic cactus, organic sprouted chia seeds, organic agave, organic vanilla, sea salt, vegetable gum (xanthan, cellulose), and organic psyllium.  This bread is high in fiber, vegan, gluten-free, and made with sprouted grains of goodness.

So let’s discuss the nutritional information for the Food For Life Sprouted For Life Gluten Free Original 3 Seed Bread.  Since studying nutrition, first in a basic and now an advanced course, I have learned that there is more to counting calories.  Sure, it is important, but it shouldn’t be the focus.  It’s all about the nutritional aspects of the food.  Avocados are high in fat and calories…but SO much better for you than that chocolate bar with the same amount of fat and calories.  See what I mean? A serving size is one (1) slice.  In this serving, you will be provided with 110 calories, 2 grams of fat, 0 grams saturated fat, 0 grams trans fat, 0 mg cholesterol, 120 mg sodium, 20 grams carbohydrates, 3 grams fiber, 0 grams sugars, and 2 grams of protein.  I was freaked out at first with the high calories per slice, but, again, not all calories are created equal and there is nothing fake going into this bread.  It’s all healthy, all good, all nutritious.  Making this a fantastic choice.

This past weekend, when I was visiting Columbus, Ohio, I spotted the four (4) different varieties of this bread in the freezer section of the local natural food store, Raisin Rack.  I try to  go shopping there every time I’m in Columbus because I can find things I normally can’t find here in Louisville.  I noticed that these breads were priced at around $10.49 there.  For ONE loaf of bread.  So, it can be expensive, but I’ve found it at Whole Foods for $5.99.  Price shop.

Trust me, this bread is totally worth it.  Nutrition and ingredients are two things I key in on, and this bread tops the charts in both.  I am beyond impressed, for sure.  I will always find a space in my budget and in my freezer for the Food For Life Sprouted For Life Gluten Free Breads.  And if you really want a good base to work with…the Original 3 Seed is the way to go.  Total yum!

Avocado Toast made with Food For Life Sprouted For Life Gluten Free Original 3 Seed Bread
Avocado Toast made with Food For Life Sprouted For Life Gluten Free Original 3 Seed Bread